Or was it love?

as the rain splatters against my windowpane, cold air hits my arm giving me chills. i wonder of a significant other, swagger is smooth, tall and handsome, his soul merely beautiful. the sun returns cold but warm and securing as i feel when im with you. the sun penetrates my heart as you do when you look at me, hide behid a cloud im scared you will hurt me. when you do look at me i look away as if i will find my answer on the ceiling, he must have been staring so yes if you must search me, search me to find my heart, my spirit, my soul because it all belongs to you i get giddy , radiant glowing just when you name crosses my mind i guess you must be something special because, when i do muster up the courage to look you in your eyes i see a reflection, the truth, i see eternity.